This has taken me back to a time that I was still married and when my then husband was travelling a lot. There was a period when he was travelling the world often and I could not go with him due to work.
I remember always having that feeling in the deepest pit of my stomach when he boarded a plane that there might be just that little chance that I might not ever see him again. I know it's irrational but it was still there. I never told him this, not ever. Would it be the last kiss, last hug or last goodbye ? Well obviously it wasn't but looking back the fear was very real.
Weirdly I didn't have a fear of flying. I think if it happened to me it was ok because it would be me that was leaving and not someone I loved leaving me. Ironically that someone I loved left me anyways but that's another story.
To the loved ones of those on the flight waiting to hear news my heart goes out to you. Never would there be a more desperate time then this. I think news any news at this time good or bad would provide relieve. It's the uncertainty that is the worse.