Holding my breath

Have you ever had that feeling like you're going through life holding your breath and all you want to do is to just let go ? 

I've been feeling like that lately. When I feel like the water works are coming I hold my breath until the feeling goes away. When I feel like I'm going to explode with anger I hold my breath. 

I'm always told that I am a strong woman, to be strong, to suck it up. That is what I do and that is what I will continue to do but there are times that I don't want to be strong. I want someone to lean on and be strong for me. For just a while a minute, an hour or a day. Just a little while. Then I will be strong again.  

I just want to let the breath I'm holding go.